It feels so wrong. I feel mixed up inside.
I think of you, and know I cannot hide.
Will you ever understand why I had to lie?
Can you ever forgive me for letting it all die?
I will always love you—that I cannot deny.
A love so intense but bound to a different time.
You’re in that special place I can always return to.
Where everything is felt the first time and fantasies always come true.
Not so sure anymore what went wrong.
I guess I just had to move on.
But I keep coming back, wanting to rescue you.
Can we ever set each other free?
Or is it just me, trapped by the memory
Of you loving me, like nobody?
A love without reason; a love so insane.
A love of pure emotion, screaming with pain.
You were real and unpretentious—your love was unbound.
But I had to move on and not turn back around.
It feels wrong and it pains me inside.
Will you ever understand why I had lied?